First Week Down;

SO, the first week of sen10r year is overrrr. And for the most part, i believe this will be grrrrreat, just like tony the tiger says (; well anywho, i'm only takin 3 classes at my high school, 2 of which are AP classes & i'm also dual enrolling at a college and taking 3 classes there. SOOOO, techniqually i have like 5 college courses, wtfff ? lol hopefully it wont be too hard or stressful for me.
OK, let me tell you about my classes:
-AP Pysch~Pretty decent class but flippin cold as fuhhhhhh. Mr Daniels is interesting, lol. hope all the vocab don't get to me lol.
-Marine Science~ Ok this teacher is crazyyyy, Ms. Mikel, she has a lisp & claims that she'll turn into a rattle snake & bit our heads off if we are bad. But the class consists of alot of coloring so i'm down (:
-AP Lit~ Ms Outlaw is a good teach, i've had her for a awhileee so we home dawgs(: and the class is alot of readinggg, EW much ?! lmao.
- College Algebra~ found an unexpected classmate in there, but hopefully things'll work out for the best, haaa. but its SUPER easy, even if the teacher talks a million words a minute for the WHOLE class time.
- MacroEconomics~ my fast track classss, man thats gonna be tough to get all this work done in short periods of time, but i'll be ok...hopefully lol
- American Govt ~ MOST BORINGEST CLASS EVERRRRR !! like seriously? thats all i gots to say about this one,





Well pray for me to do well, cause listing all that crap just shows how much work i gotta do tis semester, ughhhhhhhhhhhhh. school /: lol

Today was a good day;

Went to church, heard the word, & it was good yall (:
then the guy proposed & she said yessssss it was SO cute & her ring was big and shinyyyy. HAYY, i want one! lmao.
then went to ruby tuesdays to eat lunch, it was yummy yum ! & then we eased dropped on some complainers in the restaurant, lmao.
then went to the beach & saw my boyfriend!! YAY :D i havent seen him in foreverrrr, i missed him & we have time to make up for, lol.
okay thats all, OH & SEN10R year tomorrow, AHHHH !! (:

Jammin;

Boughts a new iPod, since the old one's screen is broked lol

Waiting & waiting & waiting ...

All this week it just seems like i've been waiting;
-waiting for school to start cause it's my senior year! i'm ready all the fun that it brings and i'm ready to prepare for college & to graduate & live life away from home.
-waiting to get my damn license. i'm 17, i was supposed to get it ages ago. like damn daddyy [*insider] but i will finallyyyyy be getting it Sept. 4th!
-waiting for my boyfriend to get home. i havent seen him since last wednesday was hoping to see him tomorrow night but i've got to saturdayyy. it's only a week and some days but i'm so accustomed to seeing him every day or every other day, so i miss him lots.
-waiting to get my iPod tomorrow! my old has had a broken screen for agesssssss. & i'm finally getting that upgrade. HAYYY! (:

Lyrics to Love

SO, being a music lover myself, i love listening to the not only the beat but to the lyrics as well. Here are a few that i personally love, love, love. Enjoy (:

"This is the year of the lover.
Let's make a baby, Let's do something crazy,
Let's reach out and love one another<3"
~Year of the Lover by Lloyd

"Well open up your mind and see like me
Open up your plans and damn you're free
Look into your heart and you'll find love love love
Listen to the music of the moment maybe sing with me
A la peaceful melodies
It's your God-forsaken right to be loved love loved love love

So I won't hesitate no more, no more
It cannot wait I'm sure
There's no need to complicate
Our time is short
This is our fate, I'm yours"
~I'm Yours by Jason Mraz

"Man, I got Summer hating on me cause I'm hotter than the sun
Got Spring hating on me cause I ain't never sprung
Winter hating on me cause I'm colder than ya'll
And I would never, I would never, I would never Fall
I'm being hated on by the seasons
So fck ya'll who hating for no reason"
~Mr. Carter by Lil Wayne

"So I put on my makeup
Put a smile on my face
And if anyone asks me
Everything is ok
I’m laughing ‘cause no one
Knows the joke is on me
‘Cause I’m dying inside with my pride and a smile on my face"
~Smile by Tamia

"You feel the sweat
Dripping
From my chest
And then you're
Like oh, oh, oh
Baby, don't stop
And I'll be
Like no I won't
I'll take you
To the top"
~Glow in the Dark by Chris Brown

"We from a small town
And everybody talks and everybody listen
And somehow the truth just always comes up missing"
~Say What's Real by Drake

"Send the haters all my love—X and O
I got a black box where suggestions go
But I don't really give a fuck
It's prolly best you know
My reality is brighter than ya dreams are
I gotcha dream girl riding in ya dream car
Yeah and the visual is stunning
I hope they document what I'm becoming
Congratulations"
~Congratualtions by Drake

"Cause I cant breathe when you talk to me,
Cant breathe when your touching me
I Suffocate when your a w a y from me
So much love you take from me
Im going out of my mind"
~Suffocate by J Holiday
[*this whole song is pretty amazing]

"Its easy to hate,
its harder to love me
yall dont understand,
yall quickly to judge me.
put ur foot in my nikes
picture you livin in my life
picture u stuck in a cell
picture you wasting your life
picture you facing a charge
picture you beating the odds
picture you willing to bleed
picture you wearing the scars
thank you for making me struggle
thank you for making me cry
i perfected my hustle
tell me the world aint mine
if you aint seein me lately
im a miracle baby
i refuse to lose
this is what the ghetto done made me
i put that on my father
tryna hope for tomorrow
when i think that i cant
i envision obama
i envision the diamonds
i envision ferarris
if the world was perfect
all my niqqas behind me
aint u happy i made it
that im making this statement
take a look
and u can tell that im destined for greatness"
~All the Above by Maino & T-Pain
[*whole song is AMAZING too]

"Remember those walls I built
Well, baby they're tumbling down
And they didn't even put up a fight
They didn't even make up a sound
I found a way to let you in
But I never really had a doubt
Standing in the light of your halo
I got my angel now
It's like I've been awakened
Every rule I had you breakin'
It's the risk that I'm takin'
I ain't never gonna shut you out

Everywhere I'm looking now
I'm surrounded by your embrace
Baby I can see your halo
You know you're my saving grace
You're everything I need and more
It's written all over your face
Baby I can feel your halo
Pray it won't fade away"
~Halo by Beyonce

"The girl or the world
You see someone gotta loose
I thought I could have it all
Do I really gotta choose?
What good is all the cash
If it doesn’t buy time
And what good is being famous
If im never on your mind
Nights falling
Lights glowing
And im just tryin ta pay the price owing
And I don’t wanna feel the comfort from my ice showing
And I aint tryin ta be with out you at the right moment
Nigga nice going
Is it worth it?
That decision
Cuz hearts breaking
I aint tryin ta be in that collision
So im dust my shirt
And fix my pants cuz I better look good girl if this my chance I swear

So can you do me a favor
If I pull it together
Make it sooner than later
We wont be here for ever
And ill realize I waited too long
But please don’t move on
You don’t need no one else"
~Sooner Than Later by Drake

UPDATE;

damn i haven't been on here in agessssss. well lets get an update on what's been happenin`.

1) In regards to last blog about the car situation, i got an '09 charcoal grey hyundai accent. with some nice ass tent on it, with special thanks to my daddy! well he also got his self a '09 navy blue chevy silverado. [*go head on daddy]

2) my boyfriend is in maine til friday, i miss him): but its okay cause i love him and i know we'll be okay. it'll only be a little longer til i see him (:

3) my brother's in town! FREAK YES! :D i've missed him like whoaaa. havent seen him in like 7 mons, too long if you ask me. well since he's been back we've been chillin errday (:

4) ive reconnected with some friends but i dont think i'll be hanging with them any much longer. just some of their actions are too sketchy and out there for me, i just don't want to deal with it. i have other thing to concentrate on.

5) i'm done workinggg(: it's been fun, but the money has funner(:

random thoughtss~

errm what to blog about? RANDOMNESS of courseee ! ok where to start:
-so the past 2 days my dad & i went looking for cars and trucks. a car to replace the one i have now[*white 2006 chevy cobalt] & a truck for my dads enjoyment [*to tow his boat so he can go fishin']. personally i am fine with my car, but if my dad wants to get me a nicer or equally nice car then im not going to stop him, OKAY?!

-Ok, this has been bothering me. if you say that you miss me so much, or miss hanging out with me or whatever, put in the effort to see me. Ok, don't expect me to do all the work when its you missing me. like i will plan hang outs and stuff, but just don't cancel them last minute or stand me up, cause thats reall cool right? and what bothers me is that this happens so much its ridiculous and its not just one person its multiple persons. i just need new friends. maybe my next blog with be a friend application cause the ones i have now sure arent doin a great job.
Now dont get me wrong, i miss them too. but if they're not going to put in the effort to hang then wats the point?

-even though my job is quite boring, i love it. the people in my office are hilariousssssssss. who knew old people could be sooooo entertaining? i sure didnt, lol. From chitty chats & naps in Sabus office, to long funny talks with Torry, to making fun of Dingle, to Chips complaining, toCarbarles crazy asian-ness, to Tim yelling at Dee over a parking spot, to Rons old-ness, to TCs shy nice-ness and to Cecils crazy ways; i coundt ask for a better offfice to work in(: and plus they take me out to lunch every week. & everyone knows free food is the best tasting food out there(:


-drakeeeeee & trey songz. yummy(:

boring much?

So today was a boring day at work. Did absolutely nothingggg. just sat there and slept & IMed ppl. but i least i got paid for it, haaaaayyyy.
but on the plus side, i did get to see my boyfriend(: and i definitely think that things are going so well between us(: even though he "tickle raped" me, hahaha.

4th of July

SO this 4th of July was very different for me, mainly because my brother wasnt there. but it also allowed me to see the loving concerns of my cousins. Their willing-ness to step in and be that brother figure for me. One especially, Jr, hearing my mother say "i miss kenneth so much. but whenever i see you jr, i think of him." & hearing this made me think, i really have a brother(s) away from home when my own isnt here, and i also discovered that Jr is like my 2nd brother now and days, and i really appreciate him for that.

cuzzos<3
they always give me a reason to smile.

bestfran!
hes been there & will always will be<3

joshua.
i love him, no matter wat happens.

Jr; 2nd brother.
the best person to talk to, and act silly with, and just be myself around.

family.
i know their always here for me when no one else is.

so far so good;

So i recently have started a relationship, and you know what? so far so good(: he is probably the best thing that has happened to me in a while. and i am so thankful that he is mine. he treats me the way im supposed to be treated even if i do catch an attitude with him. he is beyond amazing. and the fact that my family & BESTfriends approve of him makes it all the better. i can't wait to see where this goes(:

"Baby you my everything you all i ever wanted.
We can do it real big.
Bigger then you ever done it.
You be up on everything.
Other hoes ain't never on it.
I want this forever, i swear i can spend whatever on it.

You the fckn best.
Your the best i ever had."
Best I Ever Had~ Drake<3