random thoughtss~

errm what to blog about? RANDOMNESS of courseee ! ok where to start:
-so the past 2 days my dad & i went looking for cars and trucks. a car to replace the one i have now[*white 2006 chevy cobalt] & a truck for my dads enjoyment [*to tow his boat so he can go fishin']. personally i am fine with my car, but if my dad wants to get me a nicer or equally nice car then im not going to stop him, OKAY?!

-Ok, this has been bothering me. if you say that you miss me so much, or miss hanging out with me or whatever, put in the effort to see me. Ok, don't expect me to do all the work when its you missing me. like i will plan hang outs and stuff, but just don't cancel them last minute or stand me up, cause thats reall cool right? and what bothers me is that this happens so much its ridiculous and its not just one person its multiple persons. i just need new friends. maybe my next blog with be a friend application cause the ones i have now sure arent doin a great job.
Now dont get me wrong, i miss them too. but if they're not going to put in the effort to hang then wats the point?

-even though my job is quite boring, i love it. the people in my office are hilariousssssssss. who knew old people could be sooooo entertaining? i sure didnt, lol. From chitty chats & naps in Sabus office, to long funny talks with Torry, to making fun of Dingle, to Chips complaining, toCarbarles crazy asian-ness, to Tim yelling at Dee over a parking spot, to Rons old-ness, to TCs shy nice-ness and to Cecils crazy ways; i coundt ask for a better offfice to work in(: and plus they take me out to lunch every week. & everyone knows free food is the best tasting food out there(:


-drakeeeeee & trey songz. yummy(:

boring much?

So today was a boring day at work. Did absolutely nothingggg. just sat there and slept & IMed ppl. but i least i got paid for it, haaaaayyyy.
but on the plus side, i did get to see my boyfriend(: and i definitely think that things are going so well between us(: even though he "tickle raped" me, hahaha.

4th of July

SO this 4th of July was very different for me, mainly because my brother wasnt there. but it also allowed me to see the loving concerns of my cousins. Their willing-ness to step in and be that brother figure for me. One especially, Jr, hearing my mother say "i miss kenneth so much. but whenever i see you jr, i think of him." & hearing this made me think, i really have a brother(s) away from home when my own isnt here, and i also discovered that Jr is like my 2nd brother now and days, and i really appreciate him for that.

cuzzos<3
they always give me a reason to smile.

bestfran!
hes been there & will always will be<3

joshua.
i love him, no matter wat happens.

Jr; 2nd brother.
the best person to talk to, and act silly with, and just be myself around.

family.
i know their always here for me when no one else is.

so far so good;

So i recently have started a relationship, and you know what? so far so good(: he is probably the best thing that has happened to me in a while. and i am so thankful that he is mine. he treats me the way im supposed to be treated even if i do catch an attitude with him. he is beyond amazing. and the fact that my family & BESTfriends approve of him makes it all the better. i can't wait to see where this goes(:

"Baby you my everything you all i ever wanted.
We can do it real big.
Bigger then you ever done it.
You be up on everything.
Other hoes ain't never on it.
I want this forever, i swear i can spend whatever on it.

You the fckn best.
Your the best i ever had."
Best I Ever Had~ Drake<3